squeakytbone

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Millennial, Generalist, Psychonaut, Communist Living in the United Seats of AmeriCorp

I have a TikTok under the same name

@jomo1337 thanks for the support

I thought about killing myself the other day.

We weren't ready to get a home. But my wife wanted to help her sister and her nieces. I thought if i didn't agree to it that I'd lose my wife.

I'm starting to think that it would have never happened if I said no.

Being a millennial I'm lucky to have a home I don't rent. But in reality your are always renting. This time my landlord is Chase Bank.

Rent (mortgage) can still go up. I worry that I'll have to pay more if "when" the property taxes go up.

The American dream is exactly that, a dream.

The people that own and rent everything are snakes. We as Americans are forced to justify our right to live. People centuries ago made a decision to subjugate all the people they deemed lesser than, and now we have to live with it.

I don't know much about how to use social media apps like this. But if I'm supposed to talk about myself, it feels currently like life is happening to me instead of me to my life.

I have a home that I agreed to getting because my wife wanted to help out her nieces. Unfortunately her sister is a broken individual that makes her a burden on my wife.

I like to think I'm doing the right thing but I feel like a damn fool that is wasting his life trying to make people happy that don't know how to be happy

To top it off my dead beat sister in law has a man that she stupidly thought could be something in life. He's not a terrible person but he doesn't try to do anything because hes broken too.

I'm surrounded by people who are mentally and emotionally ill, I allowed myself to fall into what feels like a trap. Everyday I slowly hate the people I've surrounded myself by

@godlessmom That's what I was wondering, but in a way that's actually better because we can see what we want to see, and those that want to stay in their echo chamber can stay in their echo chamber.

@rbreich I knew a guy who worked in a carnival, he said the games were not rigged, they were designed to make money.

The game is working exactly for who designed it, the house always wins.
America is a gigantic casino, and some come to the table with more chips.

@jakar612 I don't even know what this is entirely used for. I follow some tags about what I'm interested in but it's hard to get engaged with it, mostly to have a news like feed.
Maybe eventually mastodon will catch on, I've been interested in decentralized apps since I heard about Web3
@jakar612 that's cool, I popped in here during the TikTok ban scare. I don't use social media much so I'm not familiar with how this works. I wish I could post content but maybe I'll make left wing memes or something
@jakar612 thanks for the follow. if that's your face, you look familiar. Do you post on TikTok?
@zoe_dubus it clearly is only marketed to one demographic and is personally an insult to the mushroom itself.
@zoe_dubus letting people know, shrooms can go $10-15 a gram, you're paying for the therapy.