Some Kind Of Anhedonia

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Crochety old bastard trying to move on after twitter. Avatar by Kazooeybloo. Can'tibalism.
Anhedonia is when you spend 10 minutes sorting the desktop shortcuts to your games by vibes but don't feel bothered to start any of them.
Fuck your shit, Spanish Duolingo, just milking me for gems by not explaining when to use which of lo la or le. I mean, I get it's gendered but wether it expects la or le seems completely god damn arbitrary.
Yer takin a heeder doon et
3 dogs is already an amount you have if you live in a big house. 4 therefore is not an amount for an apartment.
Why choose? SEVERAL of the worst came true.
@selfcare it keeps stepping on my toes and going for throws when I'm not resdy

Why do you do this to me? To yourself? To us?

If I'm even asked about being dragged into this, I will only get yelled at when my answer is "No", AT BEST. At worst, you don't even ask me. At joint worst, you replace a family member. I can't win. My life is a lose-lose.

@raineyday @selfcare Sure, she just had the good sense to grow out of it into a Hollywood star and studio exec.

I'm not trying to downplay any struggles she had, I'm saying self love is a lot easier to do and advocate once you get past those struggles. Some (most) of us don't or constantly acquire new ones.

@selfcare in a world that demands you hate yourself in order to have the means to survive, let alone live, yeah sure Lucille, nice for you that you were in the class of people able to do so.
@selfcare Am outside right now, 6 AM after 3 hours of sleep. The cloud"s" is a solid amorphous mass of gray, like it always is in winter, how is this self care?