Made a Neocities site.

https://rikev.neocities.org

Wondering if I should use this for more AD style posts? Nothing explicit though, more talking about kink thoughts and antics that I'm not comfortable talking about on BSky, primarily because this is a furry space.

Like right now I am so pooltoy brained I made a cosy inflatable den in my room with a bounce house and a sheet. I fell asleep last night with a pooltoy on top of me surrounded by rubber. :3

What have I been doing the last year?

Passed training. Now working 12 hour shifts with days straight into nights. I get 4 days off between but I'm permanently tired and jetlagged in an environment where one snall mistake can lead to a final warning. I'm not sure how long this can last.

I haven't painted a model in years and barely play 40k anymore. The stuff just clogs up a messy flat.

I barely leave the house now. No local friends, no desire to sit in the corner cutting a sad figure in the pub, usually plan to go out but lay in bed too long or play games all day. Like yesterday and probably today.

Barely play WoW or talk online with my guild either. Everything is just....boring? Uninteresting? I've been contracting inwards since the pandemic, and now I'm just on my own too much.

I made it to EF at least last year which I've always wanted to do, and going to Furry Blacklight in October. Worried I won't know anyone though. I'm not good at making friends, or keeping those I have.

I'm actually barely in the furry fandom. Rarely made it to LFM (less so now it needs tickets) and work stops me seeing people. I could have gone yesterday but work booked something in then cancelled it too late to get tickets and it just bummed me out. Talking to another fur face to face is extremely rare. You probably wouldn't know I am one if you met me.

I'm alive I guess for whatever thats worth.