you know you've entered the v͔͎ͫͯ̆̊͘oͨͪ͊ͣi̱͂d̨͈ of s̨̐̒̚ė̗͔̝͍̃̌̄͑͌ͅl̴̤̻̩̟͉ͯͯ̉̌̇ͨf̗-̱̰͙̖͗ͤͮĥ̊ͣ҉͚̜͖̩a̛͖̺͗̏t̰͎̅r͉͈͙͔͚̺̓ͤ̋̓ͭ̕e̢̺͎͚̎̓̆d̝̮̤̣͎̉ͧ͐ when it's 1:30am and you're watching south park while your flatmates sleep like normal humans

to maintain a grade good enough to get into med i would need to get A+ on the end of sem exam and that's just not happening. i might as well give up now

>gives self bleeding nose from anxiety over my shitty grade

i feel like i need to cry but ive convinced mylse fhtat by crying i am admitting defeat so i physically cant bring myself to

i didnt do well on my biosci exam worth 30% last night, i got at most exactly A- and to get into medicine i need an average of A... i guess im not getting into med

in some alternate reality, im studying like a good boi.
in this one im not, but im only one reality in an infinite number of realities, so my failure is inconsequential uwu

me: [never sleeps]
also me: why am i always fatigued as hecc