Maybe it's on me for not paying attention but I didn't realise the goddamn art game shit was centered around grief

Everything may generally feel like shit rn but at least we finally finished a death grind jerk off song that's been on the back burner for like a year. Emotionally completely numb except for stroking my massive bass tbh

I have so many things to do before the memorial and I'm so overwhelmed how [redacted] of me is it to right now decide to make myself a belt to go with my brand new formalish outfit

Gender euphoria via not making it in any female fronted bands lists?

Staying home from work even tho I can't really afford it and very literally looking at clown college. You know there's a clown college in Montreal? I could literally go to clown college. If the fucking workshop they're doing this weekend wasn't 200$ id absolutely go. I have a fucking memorial to finish planning but like what if I told my mom I was going back to school and it was literally clown college

Vampire movie reccs right now or I start saying slurs 🔪

Holy fuck publishing obituaries are so insanely expensive. It's not my fault my dad knew a million old geezers over the years that will probably first be hearing about his death through the fucking gazette. They charged me a ton for having more than 8 lines like that wouldn't even finish the "preceded in death by" part

I really don't know how to respond to my mom when she's hitting me with absolute bangers like "she's so borderline and drunk"

Kathexis is indeed kathexy #gigen