From my experience, things work out eventually. It’s the waiting and the uncertainty that feel terrible, but you just have to hang in there and make the best of the opportunities you get. When I left school behind, I didn’t know what to do with myself and, honestly, I still don’t; but when I look back at the years since then, I can see I’ve grown and changed my life in little ways that I didn’t recognize at the time.
So, I’m fairly sure it will be okay. I believe in you.
I don't know if my opinion is unpopular, but I don't like most of the designs of the female characters. I get that Mihoyo has a certain design philosophy and while it's not offensive or anything, it also doesn't stand out to me. Too often, it's either bare legs no matter what, a super-tight bodysuit or a thin layer of paint instead of proper pants. Some have hairstyles that... make me unreasonably irritated. I feel like Mihoyo creates amazing and sometimes quite intricate designs when viewed from behind, but the front part often looks like it's been cut in half for the sake of fanservice.
I'm just... disappointed, I think. I want to like them, I really do.
I can't imagine that anyone actually likes being forced to be online in singleplayer games/modes, but I see the point when there is multiplayer involved. Diablo IV makes sense, but I strongly dislike the shift to the MMO-lite model that necessitates a permanent syncing instead of making it optional. I thought it was fine in Diablo III where you could pause as long as no one was in your lobby.
I suppose my stance on it is that, as long as multiplayer doesn't bleed into singleplayer, I'm okay with it - but I'm also fortunate to have a relatively stable connection. I much prefer games that don't lean into the online aspect at all, though.
I feel you... especially that last part, heh. I originally started playing it on its release to keep my friend company - he's really into the anime aesthetic, I am not. I have never even played a gacha game in my life.
Something about Genshin is just so strangely charming, though. I cannot stress enough how much I love the music and the latest region especially has been such a wonderful audio-visual experience, which is probably what makes me stick around. There are few characters I genuinely enjoy from a writing/design perspective that not having to chase the gacha is a bonus, but it certainly makes the ones I pick all the more special to me. :)
Something I also appreciate is that Mihoyo/Hoyoverse is constantly making updates on a 6 week basis. 6 weeks! One could argue that quality of life and new features suffer for it, but I think it's impressive that they manage to keep a game stable and mostly problem-free on such a tight schedule. And the orchestras they make happen are wonderful. For all its shortcomings, I am... positively surprised.