I'm tired of worrying about the same thing all the time. Tired of bills, making money to pay said bills, to eat food that our body needs, to live comfortably as society wanted us to chase this "dream" of being stable. Why? I'm tired of it. By the time we get older, we could ask ourselves "what could've different?" something I could do now.

Honestly, I am sick and tired of trying hard to even get something different. I have been non-stop putting applications in just to be rejected. It's exhausting, and whats worse is getting rejected. At least tell me what I did wrong.

Since graduation; I have applied at multiple jobs and did do one freelancing gig that quickly ended for whatever reason. I am still waiting to hear back from any potential job offers. The market is tough!

the wrong side of town

Sometimes I got to remember that we're not kids anymore. Meaning everybody is busy doing their own thing.

Why doomscroll your life away on meaningless short videos while theres a world out there.

After six long years of monthly non stop payments I can say that my car loan is finally paid off, and the feeling was incredibly underwhelming as I thought I would feel ecstatic. Don't get me wrong, i'm grateful that the payment is finally gone, but I just thought I would be jumping up and down. Guess everybody is different. I now gotta put that money towards other financial burdens.

To people who doordash and don't tip. Go fuck yourself and either drive or take the bus you cheap fuck.