https://imgur.com/a/A9aC5vK
This is the last set; not because it is the end of the receipts that i have (far more has not been posted than has been) but because it is the end of what i need to go through and process and speak on, in order to move forward from this.
When this began, i needed - more than anything else- for Five to remove the explicit/intimate images of me that they had nonconsensually kept AND used for their own gain.
i knew i would likely get nothing more than the 4 pictures that i found posted taken down from that publicly viewable posting, and while that isn't enough it was unacceptable to not get that much. It happened, but with zero accountability offered and it was done piecemeal over 2+ weeks.
Past that, i think i may have hoped or believed that the truth - evident in so many receipts - would matter to some, any, of the people i had cared about and trusted so much.
It may have been what i needed that it didnt matter to any of them, that they all chose the same murky silence and ghosting even in face of proof; because it should have never come to this. It should have never taken this long, included so much prolonged and obvious abuse, and required me to review, censor, and transcribe hundreds of receipts.
And if that had made anyone care, if it had been the difference, i would have likely welcomed it without considering that.
Trust is always earned, but that doesnt mean it can still always be earned, and there is nothing there for them to earn.
i trust myself, i trust what i know happened, and that is enough.