MarcyMalloow

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I have been pretty manic with depression, suicidal thoughts have taken over my brain, I don't know what to do, I feel like a horrible person. I feel like a bother to the people around me, someone with no chance or skills.
I finally managed to make my game the least bit playable, I am not sure how to make it work correctly I just need to interpolate dmg
Everyday I exist I see people continue to spread hate towards the trans community, none of them doing actual research because the literal first thing you find on google is studies filled with affirmation of trans gender identities. They don't believe actual science instead believing in things that we thought YEARS ago, science is an ever changing field, and even if the science did not affirm trans gender identities who gives a shit about what people do with their own body.
They constantly try to find reasons to make trans people villains, because if they attacked them for doing stuff to their own bodies they would be hypocritical, so it was "trans people will attack women in bathrooms" to "trans people are indoctrinating children" with no evidence to back it up, using oli london as a reference.....oli london, the right was making fun of oli london until oli could be used to push their agenda
I don't understand why people wanna colonize mars, with modern day technology there is no way we could have an atmosphere on the planet, there is no magnetic field to protect from solar wind so the atmosphere would be horrible if there could be any atmosphere than what there is now which is mostly carbon dioxide. Instead of colonizing mars we could focus on earth.
Elon Musk has been what every tech bro wants to be and I don't see why, his ethics and treatment of others should not be downplayed by his "good cars" that he didn't make. He lost over 1000 workers in under a month of owning twitter. I don't understand how people say he "earned his money", the man started off rich from his fathers apartheid emerald mine, he didn't make the companies he owns, his projects are jokes. Hyperloop isn't real and mars isn't a good goal.
Trump said his social media was doing well, the site with no moderation, easily hacked code, the ability to lie about your account and blatant racism. The reason why no one hacks it now is because they don't want to. I am not a good hacker but if your site can be hacked before it even launching...
I tried getting help for my net code and the dude balmed me for a problem he made, I kept telling him thats not whats wrong and thats not what I need buthe kept pushing the problem like thats what was wrong, fun fact its not, I am having a problem getting the two clients to connect