Gotcha. More human nonsense then as expected.

Im just a fighter jet nerd and missile memes are very funny. “Goodnight mr the missile” is one of my faves

I still do not understand. And i am actually horrified people find this funny.

Long as somebody gets a benefit i suppose. I dunno.

The term tankie helped me realize my former roommate was 100% a tankie but she went full far right immediately after

It feels like this is 90% of lemmy. For me i am just angry in general. Maybe a lot of beings are angry too. But im angry at the broken systems. Maybe a lot of the anger here is just internalized/confused and misdirected anger because everyone in general is getting kind of screwed in 2023. When theres soo much misinformation and disinformation. It kind of makes some sense that they just are rude. But it also is very sad. It feels like hate is just the norm now and all i can think is. Arent they exhausted of hating yet? I struggle with hating humanity in general and the main reason i dont fully hate humanity is because hate is exhausting.

They do that in mental hospitals a lot they are legally not able to keep your for longer than a certain amount. When i still had suicidal tendencies i used this knowledge ti basically use mental hospitals as a sort of “getaway” the people were useless and there were all the stupid questions. But at least i could have a break from family. That in itself was helpful. But yeah afrer a tjme they will just kick you out on the street and youre on your own.

Also for the record. Ive been in many mental hospitals at least 19 times in my life. I have never ever been able to have “my own room” anytime. Maybe thats changed in the past 10 ish years but dont know. But yeah. Mental health system is messed up. I am very certain a large portion of “crazies” are simply undiagnosed individuals. If there was any authoritarian concept i would be even remotely ok with it would be semi forced diagnoses of all citizens. People who think they arent crazy tend to be the craziest.

You know. One person did tell me im failing to understand his greater plan and if its this i do finally understand his greater plan.

Saw a few of those and had the absolute pleasure of being a participant in such a convo but havent seen anything like it since. I can only conclude people are the problem that are causing the net to rot in general. Maybe if lemmy gets better again id talk more. Im also really “crazy” but aware of it. I wouldnt be surprised if a lot of “crazy” people just are not aware they have mental differences. It also kind of ticks me off that people call people “crazy” all the time here. Lemmy is quite ableist from my expeirence but most of the world is ableist.

Wow i havent had to block anyone. But i also am lurking more than talking. Soon to be full time lurker.