I’m tired of having to consider everyone else when I don’t get the same in return. Just, hey, um, you should do this because you might make someone uncomfortable.

If that’s the case, then why bother? I’ll keep my thoughts and feelings to myself, make sure not to express anything at all because odds are if I use the word “the” in the wrong context I might break someone.

Am I being petty right now? Probably, but I’m sick and tired of expressing myself in one way or another and getting told that I’m not being considerate of others. Well other’s aren’t being considerate to me so fuck it.

Will I leave this instance? Don’t know. Going to think about it for real. This isn’t the first time I’ve mentioned all this and I’m at the point I have nothing to lose so maybe it’s a good thing I just go. Consider how everyone may read my posts or whatever. Respect everyone’s feelings.

I don’t know. But when you’re fighting feelings of suicidality and you get some woke ass comment about your drinking adventures being upsetting to others, kinda makes you think that you can’t express yourself. This isn’t the first time but maybe this will be the last time. I’ve talked about my mental health before and got content checked for it. I’ve talked about smoking a little weed before and gotten content checked, I’ve been content checked and censored
left, right, front and center for voicing little things to big things.
Fuck it, I don’t know If I’m so upsetting to the world, maybe I’ll just bale so the ickle tiny sensitives don’t get traumatized by this realism called life from my part.

But beyond that, social media IS NOT A HAPPY PLACE! If you can’t handle certain things being said or whatever, consider using that block feature the devs built in to limit posts from that individual. Consider maybe restricting how much you doomsday scroll, and also may consider why a person may be saying or doing things a certain way. Maybe ask yourself, “how would I feel if someone just came up and condescended all over me when I’m fighting, literally struggling to remember why my fucking life is worth living Especially over something as retarded as a content warning not being placed on a social media post?”

Seriously thinking of leaving this instance and maybe social media altogether. I can’t deal with the constant censorship, the constant idealism and SJW attitude being forced down my throat, constantly reminded that no matter what I say, some poor little thing is going to get their head all fucked up because some rando talked about having a few drinks after one of the worst days they’ve had in a while resulting in them being practically homeless.

But making me feel bad because I might have triggered someone, especially when I’m not exactly the picture-perfect definition of mental health, making me feel like shit because I might have said something that someone could have read and gone all trigger over, then coming off all condescending about it, regardless if that was the intent of things or not…Kinda makes me feel like my own feelings aren’t considered.

I have to be on my best behavior at all times, conduct myself in this certain way, lest I’m inconsiderate of the needs or feelings of others. Well what about my feelings?

I’ve said this before and I’ll repeat it; Social media isn’t a rosy happy little thing. You’re going to see the good and bad in the world, you’re going to see people’s really good days and see them when they are at their lowest and struggling. Coming off like a social justice warrior when someone is like this isn’t doing them or the community any favors, it’s pushing them further into a world of darkness because it makes the person feel like they have no outlet, lest they slip and say or do or not do something in accordance to everyone elses needs and desires.

I’m honestly at the point that I feel like I can’t say anything because I’m going to hurt someone’s feelers, send them into a flashback because I made references to XYZ, like I’m a screw in this great big flowery system called social media. If I say this, then I get told to moderate my posts, I say that and it’s “you need trigger warnings,” always to the satisfaction of other people’s feelings without any considerations as to how I’m effected. I always have to be the better person, always consider my words and thoughts oh-so very carefully lest I damage some sensitive soul’s tender rose tented view of the world.

It's exhausting yall!

I’m all for respecting people’s needs, but at a point, you kinda have to ask, “if my content is so triggering, regardless if I use a content warning or not, then why the fuck are you reading my posts?” Block buttons exist for a reason, muting features exist for a reason. If my content bothers you so much, then stop reading it, move on to the next post. It’s not that fucking difficult.

Could probably make it before they close.

If not, there's always the bars. Not too far from them