Irritable donut.

I turned 40 this year. Sadly it hasn’t helped my existential dread at all.

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Yes, I was diagnosed with what they said is severe depression with suicidal tendencies. I’m on a couple different medications for it. I do have a friend group of people that are both not depressed at all to clinically being diagnosed as having depression. We try to help each other out as much as we can. Relationships can be hard as there is such a social stigma with mental illnesses. I can’t count the number of times I’ve lost a friend or potential romantic partner because of my depression.

What I wouldn’t give to be there with you.

Not only that, if you engineer a way to be able to use the mouse while it is plugged in you find that the mouse is software locked to be unusable at all while charging.

I thought about making the desktop Mothership but that feels more like a server to me. Plus the original serial for the Alienware also had UFO in it.

Chevy - Main server, rarely goes down unless I missed something on Ford

Ford - Test bed for Chevy. Questionable shit happens here.

UFO - primary desktop, most of the stuff happens here. Old Alienware case with new insides.

Streaming laptop - Sat, used for streaming from UFO.

Tron - VPN

It can only move 1 inch per hour.

Damn I was hoping it was just the handful that I’ve met that are like that. I’ve been a fan along with my father since he introduced me to TNG when I was very young. Thankfully there have been relatively few like that around here.