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And now, just as back then, I'm... lost. Stunned. Wishing everything could just stop for a moment so I can collect myself. And thinking, ultimately... maybe I won't go anywhere.

Idk where to go. I don't know *how* to go. Nor do I know for certain whether or not I actually *want* to.

I suppose, for those of you still here, if you can recommend a diverse and nude-friendly place to flee to, please pass it along.

If you care to and you haven't already, come friend/follow me on FetLife (https://fetlife.com/users/10681108), and/or my tiny little Tumblr (https://www.tumblr.com/cyberqueerkinkery), which are the only two places I continue to maintain any kind of presence on the net, seeing as how it keeps getting shittier and I just keep getting kinkier.

And a dear thank-you to anyone who ever dropped a kind comment or deep convo (or a horny pic or story, natch). Reddit may have cracked my egg, but y'all are the ones who taught baby bird to stretch her wings and jump.

Love you folks. See you wherever we land.

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Oh... Ohh, it hurts...

Today I had to beg our wonderful community Master for access to my account here (since my phone decided to hard-brick itself and I've now lost the authenticator which handled all my 2FAs - I am *so* fucked), and he bid me enter, only for me to discover that our server is closing.

And it fucking hurts. It hurt when I heard and it just hurts more and more as I scroll through everything I've missed since my last visit. It hurts like graduation, seeing everyone set sail for whichever new instance they'll now call home. And oddly enough, just like graduation, some of us are gleefully skipping off with hardly a second thought; some are wondering where they'll go, where they might have the best chance of rediscovering what they found here; some are expressing their gratitude for their fond memories; some are quietly mourning and measuring a hole they don't know how to fill... and some of us are utterly silent, gone without a word or already Whereabouts Unknown. 1/2

Thanks for the explosion of love the last day or two, folx! 🥰 Reminds me that I haven't been by in awhile! Penance incoming 😅

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Folks, I desperately need some help. I hate to ask, especially at such a terrible time, but I need to raise $500 before 12/8 if I'm to keep a roof over my head.

https://gofund.me/3a2a1acd

More details on my Fet: https://fetlife.com/users/10681108/posts/11618825

Anything you can offer would be humbling and hugely appreciated. I'm willing to exchange some custom content/personal items and/or do some remote work for you in exchange.

Thank you so much for taking a look, or even just boosting. 💜