To #nintendo
Shame on you. Your greed and eagerness to shoot down anything that compliments you, praises you, and offers variety to your IPs and ideas (some of which aren't even yours to patent) is insufferable.
I once was a fan. I now hold you in less esteem than the fecal matter that gets stuck in my shoe soles when I mow the yard.
What you are doing is heinous. You're not just disappointing long-time fans. You're not even pissing us off. You've enraged us. Stop, or fall like a card house.
I can't sleep. All I can do is think about everything that's come up. I want to put it into words, but I don't know where to start. And I have so much to say, it won't fit in these tiny posts. And I want those words to go somewhere other than the void. I'm isolating so I'm not dumping where it's not wanted, but I also don't want to overload those that would listen. I'm lost. Probably a lost cause. I wish I had some good news, but I have none to offer. I'm afraid this may be it.
No matter what happens... for the record, I tried.
Also sorry to those who ended up seeing basically the same message twice. I just had to let that steam blow before it caused an explosion. Basically, someone ran their mouth about my job hunting, a breach of confidentiality and privacy as far as I'm concerned, and it put me on the spot at work. So now I'm going to be making ~$32/wk. And I don't have a new job yet. I WASN'T FREAKING READY TO TELL THEM. *sigh*
People just absolutely love to kick me while I'm down. If it's not people I don't know, it's my immediate family. If it isn't them, it's "friends". If not them, it's employers. If not them, it's the government. People wonder why I don't trust a lot, or am critically skeptical of methods I've tried before. Why I'm so angry all the time. It's this. Constantly. People with more 'power' than I, taking advantage of me, then discarding me. It's always more of what they want, and less of what I need.
Well, the search continues. Man, it's amazing how expensive it is to get help here. Like, one would think help would be more readily accessible... and I get it, people need to get paid and all, but getting through a pay wall when you can't even afford to keep up with just living is crazy.
If everyone must share this world, why do we push "every man for himself" narratives so hard?
If something we design turns out to be trash, why do we continue manufacturing it?
If we can rid the world of cancer, why do we hesitate?
If someone's good idea turns out to be harmful, then why do we continue using it?
If life is so precious, why do we still murder?
If people are the most important resource on the planet, then why do we still rely so heavily on monetary gains?
I'm so confused.
And thus begins my journey down the "Adults with Autism" path. Tomorrow, I'll be visiting a local place the last place I was at failed altogether to mention. I guess their bottom line is more important than a human being's life. Just like everything else out there. My problems, right now, I am treating as autistic burnout - to hell with my coloured childhood diagnoses. I know something is not "right", and it's time I get answers. I just hope I'm on the correct path this time around.
So the company I work for currently just decided to push the last button on the list of things that make me hate companies... that "better than you" attitude people in higher-up positions take. Man, they don't even do their freaking jobs or I would have all the info I need to do mine 100%. Broken promises, the lack of two-way communication, the falling back on their word constantly... I was asked not to ghost them, but hell if I'm willing to work another 2 weeks like that after I get my new job.
I think I know what's wrong. And while it does have a lot to do with me, there's also the "outside forces" thing. And in this case, it's just ... a bunch of little things. Like, a LOT of them. I'm just... at my wit's end. Between the constant bombardment of political matters, the constant sight of stupidity that people turn a blind eye to, the never-ending string of getting shut down in conversations no matter what they're about, and mountains being made of mole hills, it's no wonder I'm angry.
