Elizabeth šŸ’š anarchist bimbo

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ā€˜I am not going to stand before God and say, well, I chickened out’: Reflections on building caring coalitions

My first byline is a longform piece on advocacy in the age of NSPM-7, for @matternews_

https://matternews.org/voices/i-am-not-going-to-stand-before-god-and-say-well-i-chickened-out-reflections-on-building-caring-coalitions/

ā€˜I am not going to stand before God and say, well, I chickened out’: Reflections on building caring coalitions – Matter News

More than three years after the City of Columbus bulldozed Camp Shameless, one of the founders of the encampment offers their perspective on the housing crisis and the people working at the grassroots to give aid to those routinely left behind.

Matter News

@pluralistic

This:

"For these AI boosters, the point isn't to create an AI that can do the work as well as a person – it's to condition the world to accept the lower-quality work that will come from a chatbot"...

This has been going around in my mind for a while now, it bugs the hell out of me because I see people NOT getting it; in my profession and chosen career -architecture- some people actually think AI helps, I definitely think it doesn't and fuck AI.

Having a chill weekend unearthing the bleached bones of a new essay comparing early 20th century Italian Futurist whackjobs to our present-day hodgepodge of techno-philosophical accelerationist whackjobs, RIP me šŸ’€

Today's Quaker meeting was a quiet one, but it left me with plenty of room to think.

"These are the last, pathetic gasps of a dying empire. If I were a Christian, I would be furious. Indeed, I am furious. When I talk to Christians about God, I tell them that I see God as the loving kindness between people; the absence of God (Hell) being the absence of that love. War is Hell; there is nothing holy about it."

https://innateoptimist.neocities.org/quaker_meeting_12

Twelfth Quaker Meeting

3/8/26 Daylight savings meant I didn’t sleep until very late last night, so I got an extra late start this morning.

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Vintage poster for The New American Movement.

Why, when there is so much important work to be done, is it impossible to find someone to pay you to do it?

/rhetorical

17776 is one of my favorite things of all time but it never come up because people always ask "favorite book" or "favorite video game" or "favorite movie" and not "favorite hard to classify internet-native narrative experience"

I kept thinking about how my finances can be summarized by a series of tax returns which are more likely to elicit anger than empathy. While in 2020 I made a comfortable salary as a software engineer, I left the field in 2021 and used my meager retirement on a moon shot to combat homelessness in 2022 (Camp Shameless, documented heavily by local news: https://innateoptimist.neocities.org/shameless_media ).

Since then I have survived on as little money as I could make to support my slight needs, cooking and cleaning and caring in exchange for a roof over my head and the freedom to study and write and volunteer my time.

How do I quantify this experience? Does the somewhat voluntary origin of my financial precarity disqualify me from assistance? I'm trying to answer these questions for myself today and finding it at least as difficult as expected.

Shameless Media

Camp Shameless Saga In 2022, I was part of a radical act of solidarity.

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Today I'm trying to finish my application for a spot in a prestigious (expensive) summer writer's workshop. Requesting at least a partial scholarship involves writing a letter explaining my financial hardship and a statement explaining why I am a good candidate for this scholarship; this is turning into an essay on money and asceticism, sending me back down rabbit holes I delved into years ago.

This excellent Current Affairs article took me a series of increasingly abstract Google queries to find again (what eventually worked was "rich people's wealth 'is a conversation'"):
https://www.currentaffairs.org/news/2021/01/trumps-taxes-and-the-nature-of-money

The paragraph that has haunted me since I first read it in 2021:
"⁨The purpose of money is to establish an exchange rate between labor and finished goods. It allows capitalists—not us, we are not the primary 'users' of the tool—to compare worker to worker, good to good, investment to investment, and translate between them. It does a pretty good job of describing the lives of wage earners because that’s what it’s designed to do. Our hours worked, productivity, and consumer habits are all numbers in a spreadsheet. But any attempt to turn it back on capitalists is like an amoeba trying to look at a human being with a microscope—the lens doesn’t go both ways. A poor person’s tax liability can be calculated to the cent. But when a wealthy person does their taxes, there are a number of arguments to be made about how much they own, how much they made, and how much they lost. Your net worth is a number. A capitalist’s worth is a conversation.⁩"

The author is correct about how the world works, but of course we agree it should work differently. My worth is a conversation, too, and so is yours.

The Nature of Money

Calculating a poor person’s wealth is a science. For a rich person, it’s an incredibly abstract art.

Now wondering if they'll send me to the unmarried women concentration camp, the ADHD concentration camp, or A Secret, More Complex Third Thing.

I'm applying for a summer writing workshop which requires a resume.. and writing a resume made me realize I also needed a website.

I've wanted to build a digital garden for awhile, curated knowledge space that resembles ye olde internet, so I whipped up a simple one using Quartz 4 and hosted it on Neocities.

https://innateoptimist.neocities.org/

Quartz wasn't as extensible as I would like, but that's okay- this is just an MVP. šŸ˜Ž I'm presently cooking up its replacement with 11ty.

Elizabeth R. Blackburn is documenting the crumbles.

My professional credits include obituary writer, daycare worker, snail seller, software engineer, homeless camp counselor, costume designer, and phone sex operator.

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