Weird empty evening. It's strange how a mood can change in just a day. Yesterday I went to a fur meet and it was fun, and I felt good. Felt included and seen and part of a community. Stuff I didn't feel too often in my mid and late twenties.

Today, for no reason, everything I do feels like it's futile. A big what's-the-point kind of day.

Just putting this out there in a public forum because that helps sometimes. I don't mean to be a downer, but sometimes I have to lance this kind of boil.