I wish i could help, i know platitudes suck but you aren’t alone in this particular instance. All i can really offer is a few words if you need somebody to talk to.
I absolutely understand. I’ve only got my dog at this point, and she’s getting old. No family to speak of, no friends left, and a whole mess of financial problems i never asked for.
I’m not trying to complain or anything, just let you know that somebody out here understands having nobody to talk to or lean on. We’re all we have, and we need to take care of each other, so i will be here to talk to if you need a friendly ear - this goes for anybody else who sees this post, as well.