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I'm wanna do the stereotypical tgirl thing of learning how to code and all that other techy bullshit but idk where to start (but I'm dumb ((and I hate math (((and I'm lazy too ((((help...))))))))))
well anyway. brave dot com search your local "representative's" home address and shit on their lawn and/or perform other nefarious acts
idk I'd much rather you cuss me out and it be over with than to drag shit out indefinitely and have me doing social trigonometry to calculate what you're trying to get at by being shady or acting weird. being overt and direct is respectable at least. alas. this is where my benefit of the doubt impulse comes in because maybe they're thinking the same thing about me too but no shade I'm too self absorbed to really care about wtf other niggas doin too much...especially if I have to question whether they actually like me or not like YAWN my brain won't let me dwell on that shit for too long. ADHD superpower ig lol
like I knowwww that ppl don't like me but will play in my face like they do. but my question is..for what. there's nothing to lose from telling me directly or just not fuckin with me like I'm slow but I'll eventually pick up the vibe...and if that's the case I'll just avoid you too 😭 it's like the irl equivalent of a hate-follow or a hate-watch. activities I will never understand because I actually value my time too much to engage with shit that I know will piss me off, on purpose. weirdo behavior
I really do think I have some sort of chronic inability to tell when people are pushing my boundaries or trying to lowkey bully me because my first impulse is to catch an attitude and get defensive but it's very quickly followed up with a corrective impulse to give people the benefit of the doubt or blame myself for missing some sort of social cue but honestly man people just be bitches sometimes. spiteful cowardly bitches. and this is coming from another self-identifying spiteful cowardly bitch so game recognize game I guess
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idk man. tldr: fuck all states.
i know its not practical to consider a framework such as anarchism to be a popularity contest but collaborating with edgy social democrats or outright fascists doesn't seem practical either. I just know I never want to see a lenin pfp ever again and I'm blocking them on sight.

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I'm pretty desensitized to loud noises but not by choice. I very much enjoy quiet in most situations. I don't even listen to music that often unless I'm doing chores or traveling somewhere. it's very easy for excess noise to overstimulate me and luckily I can filter it out and deal with it most of the time but I'd rather not...I know the opposite is true for other folks, like things being "too quiet" is a source of anxiety for them and I can empathize with that. idk. free noise cancelling headphones for everybody. also maybe we need to popularize some universal sign for "please, shut the fuck up" or "please, yap my ears off" that everyone can use

there's a fuzzy line between pearl clutching respectability and having just a baseline level of consideration for shared public space and resources. I take noise pollution seriously because it can definitely cause sensory issues among other things. of course I don't think the remedy for that should be siccing the state on people to punish them for it...

there's also the flip side where we can't reasonably expect things to be quiet especially in densely populated areas. there has to be clever ways for us to compromise that doesn't enforce totally arbitrary restrictions one way or another.

and yeah this is about fireworks but also just something that's been on my mind a lot lately given that I work in a "3rd place"

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