Despite having a “good” day, I still really don’t want to interact or deal with people.
Still better than earlier

I wish I could say I’m fine. But I’m not, I guess I will be though.
I’ll be staying off social media for a while longer.
I’m sorry

Good night

I’m sorry for being so weak
I’m sorry okay
I have nothing else
I’m sorry

I’m sorry for making this about me.
I’m sorry for making it difficult

I’m sorry.
I’m so goddamn sorry.
I’m sorry I’ve been in anyone’s life.
It was a mistake.

No, I’m not overly dramatic. What makes you think that

I can’t do this.
I can’t.
I’m so tired and useless.
A coward who can’t even handle social media.

Yeah. I think I’m gonna just completely done with art and creative endeavours
Everything I make just isn’t me or too horny for my own tastes. I can’t break out of it . I. Am tired I’m actively fighting against myself to keep from destroying everything again. I used to draw I used to make silly comics I used to have fun. But I deleted it all because I am worthless and guess what I still am

I don’t need help. I need to end it. I need to no longer exist. I was a mistake. I know that now. I just wish I had the courage.