yay another sub service drops artist because our existence is illegal. you can draw, but not that. fuck everyone

do I fully know whats going on? no, but alot of the artist I follow are very upset and crying. That makes me angry.

I should be more upset at this then I am. I feel like I just became more and more numb to everything since my youth. I guess gun violence just doesn't bother me anymore. Or I knew it was going to come to this as soon they took power.

I guess being on the short end of the stick so often and constantly seeing the bad done by people I get more surprised when they do good or the bad guys face any kind of repercussions. Life feels like a anti-story book to me.

When it all comes down to not if, but when I guess I'm just mentally prepared for the end. I've stuck around to see this so far I wonder how much I will get to see. Feels like I know all the parts that are going to happen, just not the order they go in.

I wanna say things will get better and to just hold out, but I'm nearly 40 years old now and I know better now.

Good luck everybody.