I wanna get home after work and life be great.
I feel like I try to improve myself and life just gets worse.
I don’t know why I’m the only one who has to do this.
I’m 29 and my grey hair (that started in early 20’s) is spreading from the sides to the top of my head. It’s getting more noticeable.
Wish I could rewind time.
It’s crazy how you make one mistake in a game and your team blames you for everything the entire rest of the game.
No one cared for my Belica supp that went 2/6 and was getting caught out for no reason.
My jng flaming me after he dived into fangtooth without his team.
They did not care when they fought in jng after we lost our inhibs, and lost us the game.
They flamed me after the game for my great score of 5/3/5.. while I had the highest cs in the lobby, and more player dmg than most..
Something that’s always bothered me is the elitism and toxicity in online competitive gaming. I mostly play mobas so maybe I have a skewed perception.. but a lot of people (including those on your team) want to feel better than you and put you down. Without provocation. They are often condescending and very confrontational.
I know a part of it is the anonymity of the internet. The world/internet is also getting more toxic in general.
Venting because it just makes gaming stressful.
Got to Plat 1!!!
This game has a pretty small playerbase.. but being top 1100 is still pretty sick 😁 now the grind for diamond!
Waiting in the hospital cause my mom is concerned about my lil brother.
We got here at 11:30pm. There were only a couple people in the waiting room. It’s 3:12am and my lil brother *just* got seen by a doctor.
This is insane.
Helped my brother get a pc as an early Christmas gift. we’ve been setting up Xemu and setting up our roms for old games we haven’t played in a long time.. also for demos (from Xbox official magazine) we would play over and over again.. and it’s so nice to revisit them.
Yesterday we played Mortal Kombat Shaolin Monks, and soon
Toejam & Earl 3
Men of Valor
Oddworld
The Suffering 2
Bloodwake
Call of Duty 3 (we had the demo for this one on pc)
Eventually I’ll set up the PlayStation 2 emulator!
Had a long work week.
Upset that I make things more difficult for myself.
Upset that I have to do so much on my own.
Tired of having to always be the strong one.
Im going to bed.
Delivered in Philadelphia today in the 6 pallet and it was so stressful. Would’ve been so much easier in the van even with all the produce. :(
Thankfully tomorrow is a route I know, it’ll be quick and I’ll get home on time hopefully.