#日记 上个礼拜没有遛狗在吃喜酒和扔标枪这个礼拜五想退课我不知道为什么加入了书法和创业的教学班级企微群。这个礼拜昨天撸狗了小皮窜地半人高但是被我撸完就去吃饭了。我礼拜二晚才给组长PPT结果我的精美马克思主义原理整体性专题专业结合部分PPT被砍了，我看中的亚里士多德的脱离整体的手只是名义上的手和GitHub消失时依赖树的受损。但是谁知道Marxism下整体性是所有事物的性质且基本属性而有机统一不是而且其是属于本体论方法论实践论目的论中的前者的范畴的概念。昨天想到了午休骑小车打太鼓达人的事情，今天发现夏令营是5.1开始而非我期待的4.1。半小时是重要的！哦是夏令时不是夏令营。上周四房东把我晒的袜子移动到屋檐下了，借了我衣架。火龙果干15一斤，巧克力10元百克，芹菜杆2元一斤，沃柑小一元一斤，玫瑰花大蒜头海带不会给好算的规格卖，玉米碴子3元一斤。出租车10分钟抵达火车站，两点半到三点一刻，三点三刻到五点，Y702上车的成长的烦恼发型的欧美人和7车厢的完全空位。滴滴车第三次打到女司机本年度是男女男男女，而我爸不会打到女司机。今天是用传统方法jdbc连MySQL建小web的实验上交的日子。早上被7.9退货的闲鱼采购买家恶心了，闲鱼法庭点进去是成为评审而不是裁定正义，已经在手机1上卸载的闲鱼再度让我想卸载于手机2。为什么手机这么闭源，pixel在中国不卖？为什么我不能开厂搓cpu内存条itx主板不能建公司开发给志愿活动组织者用的开源端到端加密通讯软件？妈妈doom购物买了好多我不需要的羽绒服退款了10件一件件地都不好看，像是我们的肖像画，大言不惭买的都是所觉最好的衣服。昨天醒来就做电路，发现thevenin是开源电压加等效电阻而Norton是短路电流加等效电阻而前一项的求法皆多样且可选superposition定理。费曼在我脑子里因内存爆掉而清除了只剩下费雪和费翔。我教爸爸戴维南定理他记住了但是懒得学叠加定理。昨天终于想起来要在拼多多百亿补贴积攒人品得在dbdb下单攒所以我做了且小号抢到了百亿补贴五块无门槛券。昨天用被忽悠买到的脱脂奶酿的酸奶给爸妈喝了，妈妈不爱喝，但是我知道网友说雌激素旺盛会想喝奶制品，奶清多。

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#日记 #diary I'm a person with mushy slimey thoughts in my head. For example, which is also important and stimulant right now, I think my non native English will stain the Internet word pool and in some degree polute the LLM to say proper English regularly and even in task. I try to take part of it. Is it because I am what ethnic I am? Yes, in some degree or mainly. I cannot figure out but I'm sure other parts of my personality work here. I am the kind of person in Grade one in primary school 天这个Ryu29不会是司司墨吧勒路牢有日本人啥子平术听弗懂深邃野心浮动的家伙不要介入我的因果哇 actually really want to play the tire-rolling little 运动会 competition but give up my 资格 when 人数 should be one less, raising my hand maybe and arm with a hero like 牺牲贡献精神. Well it's a bit M inside. Sadly give away the opportunity and feel big and 超脱. I am imaging a foreigner speak Chinese in the short video it posts. No I just try to use it/they as the only 3rd pron. 'cause my dialect does so. I do have received comments that I dont have many pride of my culture. However I believe its the right chose for me that my id or ego I don't really know what made. I formed such idealogy or even bigger personality I positively assume the problem is not in me but my mind is good and the problem's in outside. I went to a 21$ per year junior school and the school is both systematically and un-...-ly westernized. Teacher play Don't Lie to Me episodes and Criminal Psychology episodes on 思辨 class. Middle class teachers and parents, sending kids to university and high school. When I ride my bike with my light on with its flashing mode on, only black face not local three wheel scooter um scooter alright scooter driver and security middle age man will say subtlly harsh word to my light. Dad say they were trynna help me, but I study engineering and the flashing light does trouble my sight in normal day. However today I parked my bike hurriedly and left the light on and 1h later to find out and I feel bad and also thought in this case no one would touch the light but with me, the two men trynna let me turn it off. In rainy day lights flashing is a must because the raindrop on my eye glasses reflecting the traffic light and traffic's light is not a another scooter but a getting bigger light source is one.