I’m going back in my chemo break. I’ll be back, maybe in days, maybe in months, but I’m muting this conversation right when I post it.

Because these ain’t questions. You’re with it or you’re not, I don’t have the energy to care.

But if anyone wants to know where I stand on whether you know enough to tell me how to be a Black Disabled community worker?

There. The fuck. You go.

If you’re a Black Woman elder you know where to find me for additional feedback. As you were.

Please PLEASE if you want to be a useful member of a community, or an organizer, an activist, a leader?

Read. You need to know the principles of communal leadership, of the concept of real democracy is.

Fine, they keep taking the books more from every generation.

But the people who stood next to the people making history are STILL ALIVE.

There is SO much you can't learn when you assume this shit is NOT all happening for the first time.

It cannot exist because if it did?

Then they'd quit tampering with everything and trust what nature already does.

Nature made us all. Black gay, Asian, trans, non-binary, women, kids, poor, all of us.

They need to know that we know the natural order nonsense is fake too.

Like the shit is on , the injustice and creeping fascism.

But we might have gotten further fighting it if some of even other activists wouldn’t act like they invented the sit.

If more people would stand up for each other to the people harming us.

Listened to warnings.

We’d be so much better off.

And if some white women

- who are also being attacked

- voted not to put all of using peril in the name of some natural order that doesn't exist.

Trust me. If CERTAIN PEOPLE in my generation stood up for us like we stood up for them?

If we would have for once just all stand up for EACH OTHER.

And taken all this knowledge you have to PEOPLE WHO DO NOT KNOW?

I probably wouldn't have cause to write this.