Being in love is incredible. But it also means being deeply worried sometimes. I can’t help it.

I can’t wait to kiss you @triforcemeg at midnight on New Years Eve. Next year is going to be our year.

I’m getting a Christmas tree for my room, so me and @triforcemeg can decorate it together when she gets here. Also some xmas lights we can put up. Also started cleaning out half my room, so she can have her own stuff, since it will be our bedroom. I’m so happy.

Yesterday was the best thanksgiving I’ve ever had. I got to spend it with my love @triforcemeg. And my whole family got to face chat with her and meet her. And they absolutely adored her. I’m so madly in love with her.

Hey @triforcemeg made a video for you with some family saying hi to you to specifically.

Today on thanksgiving, I’m actually thankful for the first time in years. I’m thankful for meeting my future wife @triforcemeg Shes my best friend, lover, and my soulmate. She literally saved my life. Every day I’m glad to be alive, because she makes me see the happiness in everything. If only people knew the things she’s done for me. She’s my rock. My comfort. And my biggest support for my health. I’m so thankful for my love.

I’m so happy every day now, because it means getting to hear my love @triforcemeg beautiful voice. God I love her. I can’t wait to marry her.

Was laying in bed last night looking at photos of my girlfriend @triforcemeg, when I got a message from her. My heart literally raced and I had butterflies. No matter what, she always is here when I need her. She makes everything feel right in the world. I’m so madly in love.

@triforcemeg let me call you meg. I’m here for you. You aren’t alone. I love you baby. Please.

I don’t know what to do anymore 😭