Ashlyn awoos at cats

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Science and Technology enthusiast. Online Privacy advocate! Australian Republic supporter. Medical Science Graduate at UTS. Lefty. Transgender. Likes Art!
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So checking on in here seeing if anyone is still here, this is my stopgap if twitter dies
hi been awhile just popping in to see who is here
Seeing people with partners, makes it worse. why did hrt make me crave companionship so much that i feel lonely
i miss the days i didnt get lonely or crave companionship.
@patience *offers hugs*
is it just me or is anyone elses home feed not updating (without using F5) but their notification and local timeline are updating?

took cat back to vet this morning for another check up & to get blood results.

Her kidneys have gone to shit. The vets are taking her for the weekend to see if they can "jump start" them, but she has months left max, a week or 2 worst case.

I dont think can cope with this at this point of my life. Im not sure i can cope without my companion cat, she has been me for 18 years and the one if i have gone to with all my problems, secrets, anxiety & depression.

Im crying alot right now 3/

Cat is resting next to heater atm. https://awoo.space/media/klqn51BXRDVt6fyVyqo

Got her home 30min ago and she has eaten some biscuits, but ill have to take her back to vet in the morning so she can have another check up and more sub dermal fluids and an enema if needs and possibly get her blood results back.

i really hope she isnt sick or having some bad like kidneys deteriorating or diabetes.

Im going to make sure to give her extra cuddles tonight to make up for vet visit.

2/