Dogs play the game where you don't let the balloon touch the ground. On a beach. I watched at least a dozen loops already and I'm not even close to done
Why canāt the Mastodon macOS client āMASTā upload images? Lol Like, thereās a setting for uploading videos as GIFs, but thereās no tool or option to upload a video in the new toot window. And thereās absolutely no tool or option for still images. What the fuck?
I know my ADHD and PTSD, my lack of emotional response to things sometimes gets in the way and makes it hard for people to connect with me, butā¦ what can I do? What can I do? And why is the burden always all on me? I just want a friend. I want companionship. I want someone to care about me. Just once. Iām so alone.
Thereās no one explanation to address every person. Certainly nothing that makes sense, not unless there was a concerted effort on my exās part to turn everyone against meāwhich I donāt believe. So Iām left with the only believable solution being that the problem is me. That Iām just not a likeable, loveable person. I try my best to be good & kind, generous & friendly. Perhaps I just donāt go far enough? Perhaps I am not good enough? Perhaps I am not enough?
Thereās not a lot I can do about it, but the facts are the facts. I have no friends anymore. They all left me when my ex broke up with me three years ago. They chose him over me. They didnāt have to, there was no choice put before them. But choose they did. And today Iām alone. I have no one. Itās frustrating and infuriating. I thought that I had finally found a family, but I suppose I am destined to be solitary until I die. What did I do?
Will š¹š“
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