What would end my SSDI you ask? If I acted NORMAL for once and stopped feeling so DEPRESSED and ANXIOUS and in a DARK place because of symptoms from the winter and abuse and being bullied by men... I also think if my life IMPROVED and I got my energy back etc. I would lose my benefits also.

Keep on thinking about the dream that I had last night... Had a dream that an old vintage Sony TV set and remote that we had in my old family home was donated to an old CSI drop in center in Sanford. I was so upset that I bought a new CHEAP TV set for them and got our old one back. Such nostalgic passion in the dream...

Still LOVE and am running Sound Blasters Parrot a DOS program on Windows 11. Got the program from a computer in one of my schools many many years ago. I am a data hoarder also... lol XD