I got home at 2 am, I slept till 6. I'm exhausted but wide a wake

In a weird in between place where I can't do anything, but I want to do things.

So it's been twitch for the last several hours.

I did get padded up at least, that's something

My partner has been making a card game for I think 5 years now and the company he uses to print them gave him an award for getting an art score of 90+, which only .15% of games on their platform get.

So I made him a little shadow box for his achievement

I'm very proud of him!

Should I pull my retirement out since the economy is tanking?

Like I'm going to lose all of that money, either by taxes or by the stock market.

I'd make more money on it by keeping it under my mattress at this point

As I get older I hate pc gaming more and more.

Spent an hour waiting for steam to patch 500mb file to halo infinite. God forbid it could do that when I'm not using the PC. Which is like 99% of the time.

Wait 15 minutes for the game to get to the main menu, just to crash.

Spend 15 minutes Updating drivers that can't auto update themselves for some reason.

Wait 15 more minutes for halo to load to main menu.

Just to crash again.

I have been so horribly depressed this last month that I haven't done anything but sleep and disassociate.

I FINALLY feel the tiniest bit better and want to play something and I have to deal with this fucking crap. It's not worth it.

Video games aren't even worth being a hobby anymore. It's all just fucking junk on the market anymore.

It's broken at launch, it's broken 5 years after release.