LishLike, I am having exactly the kind of conversation I like having with someone engaging and interesting but my brain has suddenly turned on the 'YOU ARE TOO MUCH FOR THEM YOU ARE OVERWHELMING YOU ARE GOING TO SCARE AWAY ANOTHER INTERESTING PERSON BECAUSE YOU ARE AN OBSESSIVELY SMOTHERING FREAK AND YOU CHASE AWAY EVERYONE IN THE END' and it won't turn off even though nothing about the conversation prompted this at all. Sigh.
Megan Paasch@hostilecrayon I know these feelings. Sorry you’re having a rough day. :(
@meganpaasch It's just that I keep stopping myself from making friendships out of fear and I want so badly to persevere and that pressure only increases my anxiety lol
@hostilecrayon Liking out of commiseration.
@meganpaasch Commiserate away~ <3 This song sums up my feelings ATM decently - Waving Through a Window from Dear Evan Hansen. https://youtu.be/kfnMvo87fQU