Firs steps are so often paralyzing. I worry if I make a mistake or misrepresent myself it somehow portends a rocky future. Not like I remember my first Tweet, first drawing, first birthday.
With some things it's gotten easier, but writing (esp. about myself) is scary all around the edges. But I want to do that and I know what that means: Mistakes, embarrassment, pushing. Until things are... still scary, but with a path (hopefully with spooky trees).