Gender dysphoria is such a fascinating and upsetting feeling. Being genderfluid is so weird sometimes. I can start a day being okay and then end the day feeling like I'm severely missing something. My dysphoria is so interesting though. I just look down and shrug, I can't fix it right now, nothing to do about it, so I get disassociative? I kinda just pull away from myself and zone out pretty bad. (Like I'm doing right now)