You know that painstaking agony you get in your bottom of your heart when you feel like a packet that you ordered isn't gonna come, but it's like the most important package of the month cause it's like the most important accessory, or maybe it's your cosplay itself and you're just having a fucking heart attack because no your package jumped from California, back to fucking Kansas and you're not gonna be able to see it for maybe another ten days. Congratu-fucking-lations, UPS. You fucking broke my heart.