I much prefer streams with less viewers where the chat is friendly and it's possible to know each other and it's more 1:1 with the streamer
The duality of my personality is that on one hand I tend to really really like the things my friends do and support and fanboy about them, and on the other I'm hella anxious about being demoted from friend to fan if I act too much like a fan :v
@Gargron I honestly don't understand the difference or why those are somehow mutually exclusive?