i absolutely must move myself to leave home today, even though i know it will wipe me out

update: it didn't happen ;_;

and it was a gorgeous vernal day, too

stamina update:

i managed doing the grocery store, but only just. while i was in the checkout lane, the cashier asked if i was ok/feeling hot. i was sweating and much of the blood had drained from my face. i had to sit for about 20min before i could make it to the bus stop home. i am about to pass out