I guess I feel like talking about my life, and I guess this is a better place to do it than other places. So.

I recently fled from emotionally abusive family after I physically retaliated to emotional abuse. What I did was completely unacceptable, and that's part of the reason I left.

Since then I've been staying with a friend I met on Twitter; so Twitter isn't all bad. They've let me stay rent free in the spare room of their house.

I got a job at a grocery store, where they don't give me quite enough hours and the pay is minimum wage, so I'm basically cutting even on my food costs.

After I left my old home, I drifted from places for a little over a month, racking up credit card debt to pay for food. So barely making it by on food now isn't helping me pay off that debt.

I don't know why I'm talking about this; I'm not trying to ask for help, but also I wish I had help?

I wish government aid, disability, food stamps were an option. The latter doesn't seem to be because of my living conditions, but I'd be way to afraid to get a place of my own and then have my food stamps denied or just have them take too long to be approved. It's not a risk worth taking.

So I'm kind of stuck here for now until I figure out... something.

Sigh.

Did I mention I have a college degree? And a load of college debt. That degree has got me literally nothing, and doesn't seem like it ever will.

Okay at this point I'm just whining. Sorry.

Oddly, tooting about my problems and seeing some responses (not all) has just made me more sad. I think I should log off for a bit.