Good morning folks.

I've been up since 3.30am because apparently I don't need sleep. Obviously in that time, I have had more coffee than I need to and thought about all the things I really need to get done, so yay brain for overthinking. Deep joy.

I also really want cheese on toast.

Have a fab day everyone 😊

@JustFi
Cheese on toast is a great idea. Why ever not?
Have a great day Fi. I will be mostly hiding from the heat as much as is possible x

@HeatherMJ I've just finished it, I haven't eaten much the past few days, so today will be food and some chores in between 😂

Come up here to hide, we're only meant to hit about 21c today, its a glorious 12 at the moment.

@JustFi
Ooh that sounds lovely. It's already 20⁰ here and the rest of the week threatens ti be over 30⁰, a long way over 30⁰ for several days. 🥵🔥
This will not be a week of doing much at all.
Our poor beautiful world is being destroyed 😢
@HeatherMJ The swing in the weather is horrendous, I really hope that level of heat doesn't reach here. Even reaching 20 is too much for me, I am very glad we invested in a couple of big fans for this year though.
@JustFi
I have never been comfortable with temperatures over about 22/23⁰ I am really not looking forward to this week
On a somewhat more positive note, I was astonished yesterday to receive a letter from the hospital with a date for my pacemaker change on 6th July. My check up was only on Wednesday!
@HeatherMJ I'm worried about a lot of my lovely friends in the upcoming week of "too damn hot to function". Is it too early to start dreaming about winter?
That is very good news about the pacemaker change, I'm glad its very soon. I was about to say ah still a wee while, and then I looked at todays date, erm, how can it almost be the end of June?!
@JustFi
It's extraordinary isn't it?
Winter 😊
@HeatherMJ Then in winter we can complain about the wind and rain 😂 but at least we won't be boiling! Well, I probably still will be, but thats unrelated to the weather.
@JustFi
Sounds about right. We are perverse creatures
@JustFi Good morning FI 🌞
@CazimodoCreative Morning Caz, glad to see you are okay, was a bit worried when you didn't post yesterday, thought your crash had maybe knocked you out more. I hope you have a splendid day of crochet, or gaming 😁
@JustFi Thank you FI, appreciate that you were thinking about me 💞 I just completely forgot that I hadn't posted. Oldtimers' 😂 Have a fabulous day yourself 🤗
@JustFi Morning, 3.30 is a bit much! Will you have a nap? Glad you had a good day yesterday though.
@autoperipatetikos Morning lovely, it depends how the day goes really, I'm trying to get stuff done around the house since we have an electrics inspection in a week but its all a bit much. How are you doing?
@JustFi
Maybe something to do with it being a big birthday last week. I am quite mixed up about many things. Yesterday I shared a bit more than usual because I felt so, so tired of trying to hold it in. Probably good for me 😘
@autoperipatetikos I hope you know, you don't have to hold it all in on here, pour it all out if you need to. I do know that is very hard though, always the worry of judgement, negative responses etc. I hope one day you can reach the wonderful level of not giving a fk, holding things in is painful. If hugs are welcome, I'm sending them all your way today 
@JustFi Thank you, yes, hugs are much appreciated! I know you understand. Not giving a f is difficult because things are more complicated than I'd like 🤣
@autoperipatetikos Life and things are very complicated. I know I make it sound so easy to not give a f, but I had to change an awful lot to get to that stage, worth it now though.