am I taking my meds as prescribed? of course not, because that's cheating. I should be able to bend my brain chemesty at will.
same reason I don't always wear my glasses. I should just be able to see.
@lzg if you give in, it only encourages them
@lzg felt my brain chemistry getting out of hand and thus went for an evening bike ride to bend it back to my will. It doesn't always go this well