Hey...

I'm struggling a bit here... mentally.

Currently having suicidal thoughts...I haven't had these in a long time..but they have come back with a vengeance.

I am so stressed and worn out. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I try so hard to make friends. Because I am so lonely. No one is ever interested. And it just weighs heavily on me. Like. What is wrong with me to make me seem not likeable? I do my best to be polite to everyone... but no matter what I do I am undesirable..

I'm so tired of feeling like the odd one out. People don't understand my mental issues or my trauma.

I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone to talk to.

I'm just a mistake that no one wants..

I'm trying to hold back tears.... I don't know what to do...

Maybe someone can help me feel better...

Telegram: TheTubbyTiggy

Discord: hunterguptill

I just need someone..

#chat #friend #vent