What does my brain think without poison in the blood

April 10th 2025, journal from before quitting 2 weeks ago Drove 100 mph trying to outrun my anxiety,Landed at a friend’s house,Where the house was filled with meth and fentanyl,People on couches look terrified from paranoia,Others passed out back hunched forward asleep, blueOverdosing on cocktails of death.How did this become my lifeWhy am I here, wasting nightsBut then I realize it’s been 15 yearsMy reflection I despise, afraid to go in public,Only feel safe hidden inside,So I came to […]

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