zahlenzauber*in 
After a day at work, where I cannot bind due to erratic instances of physical work, Yesterday evening I wore a binder under a button down shirt, a pair of dickies and the cap my husband gave me for my birthday. And I felt so good, so at home in my body 
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Ellejay 
@Zahlenzauberin Aww, experiencing these "this is me" feelings is so wonderful. 
I am quite sure it'll fade in the background at some point, but so far I don't see that happening.
(And this post is a nice contrast to your previous one. )
I am quite sure it'll fade in the background at some point, but so far I don't see that happening.
(And this post is a nice contrast to your previous one. )
@doppelgrau those moments show me I'm not imagining the whole thing. I think they will loose their novelty, but as a person who never felt at home in their body before, I think I can live with that as long as the baseline feeling for my body stays up 
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(And for the previous post, we both know it's not an easy life, but it's worth it. And for me complaining to the internet is a long established coping mechanism 
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