I feel kind of stupid right about now. I just realized that I have a form of #aphantasia. I knew what that was but I thought „I can rotate 3d objects in my mind so I don’t have that.“
Turns out, that is not actually visual imagination, that is entirely spatial.
When I imagine a scene in my mind, I feel the masses of objects and how they move in space, but there are no details at all. 🫠
No wonder the only way I can draw anything from imagination is by using construction on paper and iteratively refining what I have already put down.