if the world ends in a nuclear holocaust I will be glad I got all of these tattoos but not glad for all of the times I thought about work in the middle of the night.
I don't think there will be any major thing I wish I did but didn't get around to. there are many things I'm very proud of doing/living by. the things I wish I didn't do are all pressures from capitalism so I choose to not let them reflect on me.
what did I do?
I got to travel to over 20 countries and meet lots of friends.
I got to live in the sky with a beautiful view of the sunset.
I got to make art of various kinds, just for my own enjoyment.
I got to have art made on me and feel pain in a beautiful worthwhile way.
I got to push the conventional boundaries of gender and sexuality and support many others in doing the same.
I got to bond with animals.
I got to demonstrate independence in spite of the society around me wanting to shut me in.
I got to show many people how to think differently and critically of the reality we're sold.
oh yes, and I'm glad I spent so much time shitposting online.
"I can't tell if this is a shitpost."
the fact that it's sincere makes it a shitpost.
if I was told I had 15 minutes until the end of humanity and I looked at my phone's camera reel to reflect on my life, I would see a lot of bad dog pics, memes, and toilet selfies and that would make me satisfied with the life I lived.
I would just do this for 15 minutes.

"you fool, you wasted time listening to the same songs over and over, dancing around your small home despite no formal training, when you could've been developing early onset heart disease at the stock exchange!"

fucking clowns.