@MrLovenstein a reminder (that i need all the time) to all of us with regrets...that we feel that way is a sign of growth. It's a sign we have learned. We did shitty things, but we learned and grew. That is indicative of our willingness to be better. It's ok that you did shitty things, as long as we learn from them and become less shitty in the denoument. Hugs to all of us going through it! You are just human, and that's beautiful.