#vent #meme
My perpetrator abusers when they stalking and reviewing me to find only of my flaws and mistakes as grasping on straws as evidence of me being a terrible person at fault for excuse to abuse me:
https://youtu.be/tywX76mZh3k?t=214 Timestamp 3:33-7:10
https://mastodon.social/@Jammiemonstadoggo/116351743324816664
Just to clarify i made a mistake on this meme when i show this to AI that sarcastic meme, the response isn't appropriately like ignored the sensitive context i disuse before but also mentioned this meme is may prone to
made me look bad but i wasn't intent to excuse my mistake and bad decision. I was just only mocking as the joke.
No wonder how relevant nicknaming my AI: Clancker: https://mastodon.social/@Jammiemonstadoggo/116351673386946892
I had troubled life been preyed upon by predators seeking for my flaw, mistake and bad decision to take advantage for excuse for abuse injusticely while i have faced discrimination against my background, server mental illness condition and victim of abuse. No matter how i tried to fixed all my errors, i can't
redeem and please my predator perpetrator's approval and forgiveness that i better of block and cut ties to them.
https://www.deviantart.com/jammiedoggo/journal/Journal-Perfectionism-1231791889
I don't want to fall fate and become Pawbert from Zootopia 2 but i had a instinctive gut feeling that i would end up force to be by other who is the real mastermind and i end up instinctive going through Ralph's (from Wreck it ralph) character arc of not wanting to the bad guy.
I wonder when you become Pawbert against your will, then gone Spirit the
stallion of cimarron of regaining back self control by becoming Wreck it ralph's character act of not want to be bag guy?