Zeiros LionArt is pain. Nothing feels good enough for me anymore when I draw. But hey, at least I fucking tried today, so there's that.
Really been having trouble motivating myself to draw much anything when I feel like ain't a damn thing I draw meets my standards anymore. I know that this is Bad Brain talking and that, like every other period of time where Bad Drain gave me bad art feels, it will pass... But goddamn I feel like this combined with everything that led me to leave most other social media and stop streaming, I feel like my creative life is coming to an end now.
ytetic@zeiroslion so my observation of myself is that when I feel like this it's because my brain has understood a shortcoming and is dissatisfied with what I'm producing, and if I start doing some work that's purely for myself, not intended for public, pressure off, I will eventually manifest a new skill/level.