Hi stranger. Thanks for your words.

My days have been feeling like I’m aimlessly floating in time. I don’t know what I am doing with my life, and moving out of bed in the morning is becomung more and more difficult.

I can only try again and keep swimming. Thanks again for your words.

The bedrot trap is real. Winter always sucks me in, but spring is back and I’ve been able to escape it more frequently at my garden starts to take shape and I got some chickens to attend to. I don’t know what’s right for you, but that’s a change in routine that has helped me. Best of luck to you, that aimlessness feeling is a terrible spiral.
Pop out a couple kids! They’re like the only alarm clock that takes full advantage of human guilt.
Been there, done that. Find joy in the small things. If possible, change jobs or move. Take some walks in nature. At least those things help(ed) me. Hope you regain joy in your life!
To change it I need to get one first :$