I legit don't know what I'm going to do in 9 weeks when my unemployment runs out, while the price of everything skyrockets, and I am alone in a desert 3k miles from anyone I know. 
@NosirrahSec wait, alone, how did that happen

@draNgNon Long ish story.

I basically spend all my time locked in my room now just to avoid the abuse.

@NosirrahSec at the risk of repeating what your rl friends might have already said, consider bailing and going back to familiar stomping grounds? Or out to Cali where there are more jobs; but then there's a higher risk of homeless bc housing is tight and expensive.

Sorry if this sounds unempathetic, but you're not in a tenable situation.

@draNgNon I am stuck in a lease until January, minimum. I'm still laid off and so escaping isn't really an option.

I'm in full-on survival mode. I don't have options, just trying to get by any way I can now.