I’ve been afraid to watch a live launch ever since Challenger.
@wendynather I understand that completely. That was very traumatic to watch.
@wendynather It hits differently. Yet another generational scar.
@wendynather And in this enshittified era there’s less reason to hope for a well run operation
@wendynather I avoided today for that reason
@wendynather same here. I remember it so well and where I was and what I was doing.

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I remember being in middle school class when that happened live on screen. Everyone was speechless.

@wendynather Same, big time. But also I want to bear witness.

The awful dichotomy of wanting to support/be aware and wanting to protect my mental health.

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I was working alone in the lab, through lunch, when H walked in and said, directly, "the Space Shuttle blew up."
He was an inveterate prankster, so I said something like "Get out".
It was true, though. I watched the comprehensive coverage on McNiel-Lerher that night, so I was delay-traumatized.
The repetitive clips of the explosion, camera cutting to the families reaction in the viewing stand is still too much.
Columbia hit me hard too.
@TidalFlats I was in the office, and we were all gathered around an EA’s desk, watching it. We were all stunned and dazed.
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I was in 5th grade. We had a school assembly. It was a Catholic school, so they herded us out of the auditorium and back to our classrooms, where we prayed.

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I cheered so hard watching the "7 minutes of terror" for the Mars lander.

But it hits different when people are onboard.

Looks like about to release the t-10 minute hold. Everyone signing off on it.

@wendynather Yeah. I stayed home from school that day, but got out of bed to watch it. Pretty sure that's the longest I've ever waited for my parents to get home...

(As a bonus, Columbia was on my birthday, while I was overseas by myself. So, yeah, I totally get it.)

@jon Oh, that’s awful … both times.
@wendynather Yeah... for everyone's sake, I think I'll catch the launches (and returns) on NASA TV after the fact...
@wendynather @adhdeanasl I have a friend who, as a journalist, covered the Challenger launch. She was with the families of the astronauts when the explosion happened.
@wendynather I also happened to watch that live and it was traumatic. Was watching today with apprehension, but yay!