Mastodawn

Well I have to say I think lithium orotate us going well... definitely becoming more productive...
But it is also making me kinda crazy...
Specifically with a type of chaotic anger...
I'm worried that if it cannot be controlled something may need to be done about it...
It could be an interaction...

The dose may be too high and interacting with all the caffeine im having...
Something might have to be done but for now im sorta controlling this irritability/agitation...
May wanna lower to 5mg and try an add on that I'm not already taking...

Looked it up.... might wanna try removing my sam-e (only 100mg) or adding B12 if its not already in my vitamin/tea...

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Holden Green 1d ago

Hey I just had a royal jelly vial and I like instantly feel good...
I thought maybe that had B12 and I was kinda craving it... (looked it up it has a tiny amount of B12 and a lot of other B's...). It might also be the sweetness/sugar...

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Holden Green 1d ago

I'm actually really overstimulated... heightened sense of smell...

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Holden Green 1d ago

Yeah the jelly seems to really be helping...
Idk... I'm gonna have to draw something from this information... Maybe ask a smarter 70b more specialized medical/biological model about it if I can get that working on the shared PC...
Because I'm not really a doctor and I would like to find out exactly what's happening and start to understand it instead of guessing or shooting in the dark...

#health #supplementation

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Holden Green

Well seemingly the best option that Gemini AI is giving me that doesnt involve removing stuff is regularity to balance it out since lithium orotate is like a brake and sam-e is like is like the opposite putting your foot on the gas...
So alternating them at higher doses is not a good idea...
What i can try doing is cutting my sam-e pill in half... I might be able to do that...
I'll try that right now...
I can also have less caffeine but thats harder to do...

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Holden Green 1d ago

I'm telling it all I have is 20mg lithium orotate and I can't split it so basically it told me to take it every third day along with splitting the sam-e...
This is helpful...

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Holden Green 1d ago

This is kinda stressful :(.
I just wanna feel good now.
Maybe i should run in a few minutes but im not sure tho it could help to take a break...
I'm getting kinda bored of my music tho... (I watch kpop as I run)
That's the issue with running constantly...
Usually when I don't run I try to find more music...
I should either run or do that...
It's a little bit late... I almost feel like doing something fun...

#blog

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Holden Green 1d ago

Ok here's an interesting note...
I was distressed by a big artificial light...
I go sit in the living room on the couch with much quieter lighting/more darkness...
Suddenly I feel way better...
Maybe I need to adjust the lighting n sh in my space...

#lighting #mood

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Holden Green 12h ago

Wow and now today I feel totally different... with the overcast i feel kinda good but also moody and just kinda like a way i used to feel more often... kinda like I'm in Pacifica or something...
Not bad but in a way i almost feel like I could use a little bit of wired agitation or something... lol a little bit of activity...

My mom's too busy to send me more money but I just made an almost $200 purchase on Amazon and I probably dont have much money left... I bought a $50 gift card with crypto and tried to use it but it might not actually get used on that purchase depending on if I did it right...
Otherwise the credit is just sitting in my amazon account and can't be converted/transfered :^(.
Kinda crazy waiting to see how it goes through...
This kinda sucks...

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Holden Green 10h ago

Well i just had to do some work for my mom and now I don't feel so relaxed about anything...
Oh well. But I did up my tea, made up the powder mix added schidandra for the first time...
So thats nice. Weirdly that didnt give a teaspoon measure anywhere just said 5 grams... I guesstimated 1/2 a teaspoon given that there were only 22 servings in the bad it said and its 10:1 extract so I try to be a little conservative....