@HeatherPC
For the past week I've been trying to record an audio message that I could post here talking about why I've drifted and feeling a sort of low-grade bit of... I hate to say depression because i don't want to take away from people who truly suffer from that diagnosis, but for lack of a better phrase "low-grade depression". I haven't been able to complete it or get it right for a number of reasons though.
But lot of that feeling of low-grade, back-burner sadness has to do with feeling out of control (which might explain the dreams I had a couple of weeks ago night after night). It stems from what is happening in the world, in our country, in my state and to trans people as a whole.
Plus... I miss Walllflower being here. 😢